SO READY!!!

Dear Winter, I hate you. The end.

That about sums up where I am at right now. So tired of cabin fever. So tired of not seeing green. SO tired of all the extra energy that my kids have since not being able to get outside. It just makes it dreary. And yes I believe in the season induced depression. I want to have warmer weather. I want to ride my bike. I want to walk to the school to let my kids play on the playground. But you know what I miss the most of all? The smell of spring. I don't know how to describe it. Just FRESH, and clean, and all new. I love spring. How I love spring. The first blades of green grass make me want to cry.

Ok so enough of that :o) Katelynn is mobile. Nope, she hasn't started crawling BUT she can get around a room in no time flat! She rolls, and turns, and rolls some more till she gets where she wants to be. Tonight, she rolled over to the dresser in my living room (yes, I know a dresser in my living room wth? we ran out of space when she was born and now it houses her toys and other paraphanelia in our LR so that it doesn't have to be all out everywhere!) and it has little wooden knobs. What does she do to them? She chews on them!! My daughter is acting like a puppy!

I have been getting my ass kicked at my job lately. I am tired but I feel so...accomplished. I actually feel like I know what I am doing and how to help get more leads/business for my job. But boy am I getting tired. I am feeling like things are pulling me in all directions. Right now I AM feeling the whole "bit off more than you can chew" saying. But I have kinda discovered that I have a flair for graphic design (not sure if that is the right word for it but whateva!) It was really kinda fun designing some new brochures/fliers for work. Maybe I will start to get into that more. I really want to help Bob be successful. I do kind of feel like it is "our baby". We have been through so much since Denny died. I want to help realize all of our dreams.